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nix, the deity of anguish

>>57913
I wish I could become an interdimensional being. I have to finish a book called 
https://archive.org/details/howtodiesurvivei0000brow

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nix informed the village that her wings would take several days to develop and that it would be leaving to make preparations.

however the village refused to let her go.

>>57915
did they tear off her wings or something bad

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they chained her legs to the ground and as days passed, her wings grew. until one day her wings began to move. at first subtly and then violently her wings pulled tugged and twisted at the chains. it became too much for her body to handle and her body ripped away. her chained torso fell to the ground as her other half soared

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>>57917
Paganism and greek mytholgy is better for White people. Odin hanged for days to get the knowledge of these runes. The knowledge of Aryan spirituality is not lost just has to be rediscovered.

IF you have an interest in paganism a good telegram channel is https:t.me/RuralRebels

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"you see, my own pair of wings have begun to grow too. i dont want to go alone. would you please hold on to me? perhaps if you hold on tight enough you could accompany me?" as she turned her head her eyes met yours, the moon lit sky sparkled against the ocean water.

you were not born here. your caretaker brought you here when you were little and you slowly watched as the locals took to the skies. your childhood friend sitting next to you is one of the few remaining inhabitants of this increasingly desolate village.

>>57920
Abrahaism has replaced anything remotely White regarding beliefs or religion. If White man did not become Christian, they woudl of killed all the Africans. And Africa would of served as a bread basket for Europe. Would of worked quite well but instead were in the timeline where White people, are treated as third class citizens and are being wiped out. White people had these beliefs and a sprutality that is Aryan in nature. And not alien like Christianity.

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or something like that anyways!

in the end they chain themselves together using similar chains from the story and they fly away together. when they are in the sky they take in the beauty. and when they land they find out nix was actually not evil! and also all their friends and family who had flown away is living there too!

happy ending!

the good ending

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>>57923
i think i realized i was writing a sad story and didnt really know what to do with it and so i stopped. maybe the premise for it is a little interesting? im not really sure anyways!

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oh maybe it would be interesting if they arrived and nix wasnt there! and the girl with only half a body watched over everyone? cute ending!

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>>57912 (OP) 
I've always dreamed of being special..

nix has ascended to godhood; her body now resides within the etheric plane, peering halfway through the veil to watch over the world

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oh yeah! when naming nix i actually wanted to name them NOP but couldnt remember this. it kinda seems like a cool name to give to some sort of thingy

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/NOP_(code)

>>57927
but you are special! you are the one and only (you!)

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>>57927
you are so much more special than you even realize. did you know? the world has been trying to convince you that you are unremarkable. and logically statistically its so easy to convince yourself that this is true, but the moment you believe in this, the moment you become logical, you have given up something.

you know how people say to be the best at something you have to be delusional? thats because it lets you tap into something. something that is a little hard to describe. if you learn how to tap into your own delusion you will actually basically unlock motivation you never knew you had!

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>>57927

i used to believe that i was incredibly average or maybe even slightly beneath that. i would look at people around me and believe that a lot of them were somehow better than me or that they had something figured out that i was somehow missing.

it honestly took something really bad happening for me to have this moment where i realized my ability to objectively view reality was actually severely limiting me.

honestly im still adapting to this, but i really think that you are special! and you are better off if you are able to delude yourself into believing so!

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>>57927
anyways!! the point is that you are so much more special than you even know. the fact that you started as someone logical is actually really REALLY powerful! once you learn to delude yourself you can tap into so much hidden motivation that things that seemed impossible seem easy now. the more you perfect this technique the more your body's internal reward system will function in your favor.

consider you had a desire to learn to play the piano. your body might instinctively tell you that its a waste of time, that maybe you wouldn't be very good. maybe if you practiced lots you would get okay. 

now think about how your body is lazy. the incentives are totally not there! its going to basically make you feel tired and you will probably give up after some time 

now! consider if you genuinely believed that if you practiced you would be one of the greatest composers of all time. your sense of timing and rhythm and personal aesthetic would make you beloved! you would create works of art for everyone!

your body loves this! somehow you will begin finding energy to practice more and more! it doesn't even matter if its true as long as you can delude yourself!

okay sorry im rambling lots! you basically have been nerfing yourself with your realistic expectations that secretly turned your body sleepy without you even knowing because you just wanted to be responsible and realistic.

>>57932
I love you

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>>57933
aww thanks! i love you too!

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>>57929
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>>57932
You have no idea how much I needed to hear this. Several years of therapy and trying self medicating myself didn't help me as much as just reading this. 
Without even knowing anything about me you still were able to touch on my biggest issues, every one of them without a mistake, especially here >>57932
I was already ready to give up. But I won't. I will continue. 
Thank you very much, I love you. You're incredible.

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>>57935
gosh it took me a suuuper long time to figure out too! like its maybe one of the easiest mistakes to make and it happens to so many people without even realizing it! gosh im so happy that this clicks with you! to me it honestly has felt like a second chance at things!

anyways somehow after reading your post i had a feeling that you were similar to me and so im really really glad it helped you!