/s4s/ - anime pillow fight

you need a new hobby

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same, except i even dislike shopping at the grocery store. even in a giant warehouse, it's always a claustrophobic clusterfluff, and ironically leave feeling drained, rather than replenished. then the guilt comes from passing by those who are in need because it's not like i even need all the things i am obtaining. the worst is when strangers stare at you for any reason, whether out of judgment or lust, as if i gave them permission to objectify my being and reject my humanity simply for being there.

i thought i wanted to be alone, but maybe all i really wanted was some space to myself so i could breathe...

i don't even have the energy to play videogames which are at least something you actively participate in, i just watch anime on the weekends

>>61420
>stare at you for any reason, whether out of judgment or lust, as if i gave them permission to objectify my being and reject my humanity simply for being there
holy overthinking

>>61406 (OP) 
Well i fucking hate you zoomies for choosing to be largely perma shut ins instead of experiencing life as it always was for hundred thousands of years before m*dernity

>>61446
give a peasant from the year 900 a choice between a plow and a steamdeck and see which one he picks

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philanthropistic jewish lesbians gave amazonian tribes internet access and within a year they developed a porn a addiction severe enough to damage their society to the point of threatening its survival

now! that's what i call tikkun

>>61448
yeah but we got porn addicted lesbian amazons out of it so like
it was clearly for the best

>>61447
Have fun wasting your youth playing games, I sure hope you dont regret it

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>>61446

>>61457
I can look back now and realize I have better memories of the time I "wasted" than the time I spent with people

i've felt stronger emotions on discord than face-to-face, people have value as meatbags and that's about it

>>61406 (OP) 
videogames are great. if you dont have anything to look forward to, then whats the point in living another day? if the only thing motivating your actions is stress and fear, you might as well be a slave.

>>61448
That "new" was faked to death, they had internet access before and the only difference is that they had better connection. It also didn't change their livelihood circumstances by a considerable amount.
>>61446
I'm incompatible with everyone I've ever met, I get tired of talking to people after 2-3 months. This happens in online spaces too, I've had a single friend for more than a year but he went to jail 3 years ago and I've been alone ever since

>>61462
what did he go to jail for

>>61463
drug usage (oxycodone) got out 6 months later then 2 months after that he went on trial for first-degree murder :/

>>61464
so what you're saying for prolonged periods of time you can only talk to druggie murderers?

>>61464
that's kind of an escalation...

>>61446
I turned out this way because doing anything outside has gotten way too expensive, shopping, getting coffee, getting your hair done, rhythm games, if I can't do things at home I don't really do them anymore.