i was going through some archived forum posts of the pre-HRT incel phase that i had around 2017 and it's really crazy to see how 50% of the users who knew me at the time thought that i was a tranny who was infiltrating the forum before i knew that myself, they often mocked me for behaving in a girly manner and even the guys that i personally knew who were on my side had at least a suspicion that i was a tranny.
what surprised me the most is that people are still discussing my persona on off-shoots of the original site and that my presence is still known by people who joined the site almost over a decade after my "fall", it's so embarrassing that my older messages are still being forwarded as proof or refutals to the speculation that they had