/s4s/ - anime pillow fight

That's exactly what I'd do

>>66025 (OP) 
I'm so glad I don't live in the same place purely because of these situations

>>66039
>>66041
what are you reasons for acting like this? 
i don't know why the idea of bumping into someone that actually knows me gives me such social anxiety to the point i'm basically hiding from them

probably because i more or less did nothing with my life after i graduated

>>66048
idk transgirls like to cut everyone off from their own life even if they didn't do anything to upset them before transitioning, it's so cult like, they don't listen to non-trans music either, the brain rot goes deep

>>66048
Unpleasant past experiences plus I've changed and matured more than several times since they saw me, they'd still operate under a different assumption of me as a character and overall my crowd so as to say has changed too

>>66049
Not necessarily a trans exclusive thing, if your whole society is cold, brash/blunt and rude by default, not many good healthy relationships will ever form between people and modernity isn't helping
I kind of envy Americans, you have daily gun violence, but at least you pretend to be nice to each other and that does tend to lead to more positive social experiences and friendships to form from my observations. Just a week ago I met someone from the US online and we clicked like we've been buddies for the better part of our lives, not the first time this has happened to me either, this has been a reoccurring pattern for over a decade, meanwhile in the yuro shithole(wont state which, but it's not a western one) which I reside in I'm lucky if I don't get cursed off, mocked, gossiped over or just ignored

it kinda hurts when you become almost less than a stranger to someone you used to be close with. even with strangers, i can manage anything from deeply profound conversation, to light hearted banter. 

but here i am, a foreigner in my own land. i could not find belonging, only an anxious conformity to an already established tradition, which makes no concessions, nor exceptions.

none of them can even recognize me nowadays lol

>>66051
can i be your friend too? :D